the between.

at war with my two selves.

i can’t.

and i can’t.

can’t be all those things at once.

can’t be in all those places at once.

can’t be with all those people at once.

can’t be all those people at once.

all the things i want to be.

in all the places i want to be.

with all the people i want to be with.

all the people i want to be.

i can’t.

identity.

my name feels foreign on my tongue.