I want it all with you. All of it.
Monthly Archives: January 2018
All the Things I Want to Say to You But Can’t: Dua
Cherry Wine.
All the Things I Want to Say to You But Can’t: Satu
I love you.
Me III
as this monster sits inside of me
begging to be free
i can’t help but resonate
as i dream of bigger things
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Me II
Find that ember inside yourself.
Create wildfire.
Me
I just want to scream.
So. Scream.
You II
I want you to be my reality.
You
You know who you are.
You know this is for you.
It is all the things I want to share
But do not dare.
You came into my life
And I into yours
There was sand beneath our feet
Sea breeze in our hair
And rhythm in our bones.
Shy at first
Then all in
Sharing
Daring to
let each other in.
Me knowing you
You knowing me
We sat under the stars
Among the coconut trees.
We chased waterfalls
And waded through rice fields
Edging ever closer
To the feelings inside
You opened up to me
Trusted me
And this helped me look at what was lurking inside of me
Begging to be free
As I slept on your shoulder
You let me ever closer
To what was inside
You opened up my eyes
To a world beyond the norm
(what’s normal anyway?)
An inside joke
Or two were shared
And it was obvious you cared
And I about you
I’m sorry that we’re through
We only begun
And I had to run
To chase an old dream
Trying to figure out what was ‘me’
When I knew then
I was exactly where I should be
With who I should be
But always wanting more
Never being sure (of me)
I said no to being free
Of my past for my present
Yet know I hold you close
To this heart of mine
And under the full moon we will always be combined
For that’s where we sat
And you were for me
And I for you
For that time was my forever with you
Two Roads
“Two roads diverged in a yellow wood…”
Choice. Both a blessing and a curse. Privileged to have choice. Privileged to be able to make choices. Taunted by thoughts of the road not taken. Haunted by thoughts of you.